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Postures
For Life!
The Ashtanga Yoga practice, because of it's specified sequencing
of postures, often begins to parallel the everyday battles
in life. A Beginner frequently struggles with Sun Salutes
for many weeks (or months), but then comes to a point when
he/she can fly through 10 to 15 with almost no real effort
(aside from the breath of course!). After one is in a regular
practice for a while, all sorts of wonderful, 'openings' start
to occur
. Hamstrings are lengthening, lotus postures
are binding, etc. AHHHH. What a joy to have such improvement
and satisfaction everyday and every week. But then
..WHAM!
Just as if you never practiced before, you feel like you can
barely get into postures that used to be absolutely glorious!
Even your shoulders are starting to nag at you during Sun
Salutes.
What is
going on here? "I used to be able to do this #@#@%$ posture
!!" As someone who has struggled, grunted, and groaned
through every "opening" I have gotten, I know first-hand
how discouraging it can be to loose the ability to get into
a posture you have worked so long on. IT HAPPENS!!! At first,
I used to joke and say it is to make sure you don't get too
much ego in your practice. (There is nothing worse or potentially
as dangerous as a big fat ego when doing an Ashtanga practice).
I threw out the ego idea because there were too many students
with no ego that were going through the same problems. Then
I decided it was that practice is just like life, with ups,
downs, and lessons to be learned. Practice is teaching you
discipline, focus, and allowing you to keep your mind clear.
You can't dissect apart your postures or you're not doing
YOGA; You are not keeping your attention on your breath and
your mind steady
So perhaps the frustration of postures
gone bad can bring you to a higher level. If you can work
through what you consider "getting worse," you will
emerge with a stronger practice and more powerful Prana. No
one should be doing Yoga because he/she is GOOD at it.
Believe
me, I will still grunt and groan through postures some days,
as I am sure everyone does at some point, but will also just
keep breathing and be thankful to have this great practice
to prepare me for the rest of my day. Namaste!! Danicia.
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